I hope nobody ever reads this but if someone does I hope its impactful

The Universe has been telling me "Larry you need to blog" It started with my therapist, whose been pushing for me to journal. My girlfriend said "you should start a blog". Sidenote to the men who have a significant other please listen to her, please value her, please support her, please be true and faithful to her, be loyal. That is what unbreaks the curses, raises your levels, opens up your blessings, we'll get more into that later. Love your significant other because I love mines. And for any men that have partners that are men use this advice too. Love who you love, be yourself, there's always room for authenticity in my circle because I'm me and that's all I know how to be so be you. In the middle of writing this blog I was drawn to my phone to look at social media. Lets be honest my social media is filled with images and videos that when in public I have to hide my phone when im looking. When my girlfriend looks over I have to quickly scroll past the cheeks and breast. Its mobile playboy, its nothing that I am proud of and EVENTUALLY I will cleanse my page. But back to why I'm here, It is time to evolve. I have to be accountable for my decisions, my shortcomings, my weaknesses, my future. I have choices every day. I have the choice to wake up early and do research, read, meditate, workout, to listen to my affirmations, to pray. The fact that I do not start my day off with prayer let's me know I do NOT start my day off right....the goal is to start off productive. I have the choice to prepare for work, to intermittent fast, to brush my teeth, to walk Marvel (my 7 month old puppy). I had the choice to start this vlog. So i'm starting it. I will end with this final thought. Writing to myself, with the possibility of someone reading this, with the hopes that noone reads this, with the purpose of helping anyone who is reading this is crazy. This makes no sense but its necessary. Until next time